i want a job in pediatrics. i want a job in an intensive care unit (icu) if possible. i definitely want to work in the city just because of the experience and pay/benefits. some people are so rude in human resources. you'd think they would be kiss asses to make their employment seem top notch but no.
thank God for youtube. i can't d/l music b/c this computer is SO old. i'm addicted to Rihanna's - Disturbia b/c of my cousin.
i'm still very proud of myself for passing the boards. =) lol
i wanted to go to the gym today but i fell asleep in the afternoon. when i woke up i had really bad cramps and found out i had my period so i skipped out. hopefully tomorrow i'll be up for it. i was craving a brownie bowl so bad but since my cousin couldn't go i went to the grocery store and bought betty crocker's microwavable chocolate cake, bought vanilla ice cream and whipped cream--it wasn't that great but better than nothing. haha =)
today was extremely boring. i saw Hancock (by myself) and it was really good. I love when these action movies have a story line that is interesting. Then I came home watched the Real World reunion. This season was okay but kinda whack since cast members left and the 2 members were there for a short time. I liked how Janelle from Key West told off Will for playin her. She really let him have it and he had nothing to say.
So of course, now that I passed my boards, my parents are really on me about meeting guys. I get so angry when they ask me for my e-mail address. I don't want to get married. I want to be in a relationship. All these fools just want to get married. Well I found out today one wanted "to fuck because she has big tits" yep! i kid you not. besides the fact i don't have big boobs i'm pretty pissed about the comment and it just got me really thinking about this. this whole approach to meeting a guy is getting ridiculous. i hate it. i don't want to do this. i just want to be left alone. at the same time i don't know how else i'm going to meet a malayalee christian guy. *sigh* it fucking sucks. whatever. i don't want to dwell on this and get upset.
i applied to CHOP and St. Chris (both pediatric hospitals in philly) in ICU's. i hope i get a call back. they have positions open. On Mon i'll go to temple univ hospital and apply in person since no one gets back to you over the internet, i also need to go to u penn.
i'm mad because my mom is making me write my brother and sister in law's thank you notes from their wedding last year. my sis in law did 60 or so. because i'm the only currently not doing anything they are trying to put it all on me. it pisses me off that they're doing that. they invited over 850 people. i wouldn't mind helping out if everyone agreed to split it. i'll do some but they'll be damn out their mind if they think i'm gonna do even half. yeah i'm a bitch...but only because you're being unfair.